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Friday, February 18, 2005
heading up to new york tonite to go see the gates by jeanne claude and cristo's work on central park. I also plan to head up to harlem and work my way down to central park and then see the whitney museum...if i have time, maybe go see the skyscraper museum and get food at lombardi's (oldest pizza place in US) or have some thing in chinatown...get some real chinese food for a change...haven't had it in a while...missed it.

i guess i should call up couple of friends and see what they are up to and if they wanna meet up for lunch or something...maybe...we'll see...but i plan to do my own thing...it's "me-time" so to say.

haven't been writing much this week...so let's sum up what's going on this week...

monday...got monday meeting and chatted with paul about my idea for design.
tuesday...just work hard all nite cause i got a pin up on wednesday...
wednesday...presented and hung with joe and some buddies...and then went to kim's birthday gathering...which i'll elaborate a little later...and after that...headed back to the dark room to develope my photo
thursday...nothing much...just doing some chores and got food for photography class...
friday...not much...but went to georges defense and had a party afterwards...and here i am writing on my blog

so about kim's birthday thing...she came by tuesday and invited me to go...and i felt reluctant to go cause i imagine it would be a weird situation for me...cause people told me about what happened over the weekend and it pretty much spelled it out for me...and i can see what kinda person she is...i dont really want to dislike her anymore than i want to...and if she keep on coming on to me...i would just feel more unconfortable around her...and on wednesday...after the crit...she came by me and ask me to come by and she would appreciate it...and i hate to be a person that rejects people...so i came and just have a cake and went back to school after that...and during the get together...it wasn't an A-list cast...it was just her roommates, kaizen, jerry, and foley and me...i was like...man...this is kinda dull...and the conversation was about fashion and little things like that...those are topics that i know and i care little about it. I dont know why she would invite me...and why dont she invite my roommates...or their neighbor...why am i singled out ?? is it out of pity?? cause i dont need pity...i think they need my pity for being there