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Sunday, February 27, 2005
lyric from "what I'm looking for" by brendan benson

Well I don't know what I'm looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more
And I won't be satisfied
'Till there's nothing left that I haven't tried
For some people it's an easy choice
But for me there's a devil and an angel's voice
Well I don't know what I am looking for
But I know that I just wanna look some more

Well I don't know what I'm living for
But I know that I just wanna live some more
And you hear it from strangers
And you hear it from friends
That love never dies, love never ends
Now I don't wanna argue, no I don't wanna fight
'Cause you're always wrong and I'm always right
Well I don't know what I am living for
But I know that I just wanna live some more

I used to be involved, and I felt like a king
Now I've lost it all and I don't feel a thing
I may never grow old, I may never give in
And I'll blame this world that I live in
I visit hell on a daily basis
I see the sadness in all your faces
I've got friends who have married
And their lives seem complete
Here I am still stumbling down a darkened street

And I act like a child and I'm insecure
And I'm filled with doubt and I'm immature
Sometimes it creeps up on me and before I know it
I'm lost at sea
But no matter how far I row
I always find my way back home
But I don't know what I've been waiting for
But I know that I don't wanna wait anymore

Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...
Looking for...
What I'm looking for...

this song speaks alot about my current state of life...early 20s thinking about the future...dont really know what we want from life....and it's sick of thinking about what we want from life...we just want to live life as it is. When we have to think about what is it that we want from life...we're not really living it...so we might as well not think about it and just live it...it's gonna work out in the end. THis song made me think in a new way...and it's kinda a reassurance that it's might be okay not to know what you want from life...cause you never know what you want until you get it. It's gonna work out in the end...whatever it is.
Written at 9:20 PM by Mike.
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