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Wednesday, March 02, 2005
happy birthday to me...i have to admit it's one of the finest birthday i ever had...well...i'm kinda too drunk to tell you the details...but i just want to say it's been a blast of a day...and i want to thank every single person around me...it's true that the center give back more than what we put in and i can feel the love...lots of them...

list of people i want to thank
Sam, you've been awesome..thank for the mini keg, thanks for the effort you put in to the card...i absolutely enjoyed it...and i just want you to know i will do everything in my control to make you happy...and i want you to know i love you...you made my life just a little more bearable.
Dr. Wong...you've been one of the best buddy i got here...and thanks for all that time you listen to my shit...i tends to drag on and on with my story...but thanks for your continual support...and thanks for keeping me sane.
Jen...i know there's a lot of ups and downs in our friendship...but i realized that our time here together is limited and i want to let you know that i already over what i'm uncomfortable...and just want to see you happy.
shinji...thanks for you gift....
waac band...thanks for letting me play even if i suck...
michelle...my favorite neightbor...i really glad you're my neightbor...i can imagine anyone else sitting next to me...you seems to make any late nite just a little better...just you being there...thanks
Bianca..thanks for everthing...i can't really believe you're one of my cool friends here...i enjoy talking to you just about everything...and it's cool hanging out with you...it's a great surprise that we get along so well.
the round ups....hamid, chris, matt melody, lydia, frankie, emily, ricado, matt, nash, george, nicole, ellenora, ellen, kristina, oona, kelli, kim...thanks you all...i think i'm the luckiest person today.

final words...sam...i really enjoy your company...even though if you have someone else in mind...i dont really care...i just think that you should do whatever you want so you'll be happy...i just want you to be happy...and you deserve nothing but the best...i love you...i love you more than you ever know...i cherish ever single moment i spent with you...and i did miss you truely...i never felt such an emptiness inside me. when you're gone, i flet this void in my heart. and i felt this fullness when you're around...i dont know if it's love...or infatuation...but it's a feeling nonetheless. seeing you with other guys doesn't really hurt me...it's your way of finding happiness...i wish one day..that guy would be me...i want you to find happiness in me. Love you.
Written at 10:31 PM by Mike.
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